♥Steph
07 May 2009 @ 01:35 am
I've decided to do a little weekly review of the mundanity of my life. Sounds riveting, I know, but I'm hoping it'll act as an anchor to this place because I feel I let too long pass between entries. I also rarely seem to write these days ... I kinda miss it.

Last weekend I went to see a Fleetwood Mac tribute act called "Rumours of Fleetwood Mac". They were awesome musicians. The woman singing Lindsey Buckingham's songs/harmonies was sooo like her; She had that deep smoky sound, and spot on harmonies. The girl singing Stevie Nicks had a very strong, powerful voice. She definitely had a Stevie vibe, though she was deeper and without that beautiful warble and vibrato Stevie possesses. We saw it at this funny little theatre in Dunfermline called The Alhambra. It was so cute ... like a tiny old fashioned music hall. I went with my mum and our friend, and we were in stitches most of the show due to these two dudes in front of us. They were definitely in their mid-50s and were quite clearly Superfans. All through the show they were giggling and nudging each other. One was practically vibrating in his seat and couldn't keep still for the life of him. We had tears rolling down our faces when he started playing the drums along with the songs and whooping like a banshee ... with such vehement enthusiasm. I thought he was going to implode with excitement at one point. The most hilarious thing was that they'd been to see them play the night before in Dundee ... bless them. They even bought the CD. One wonders how many they have now.

Went for lunch with a friend on Monday. Had a delicious pastrami, gherkin, tomato and American mayo sandwich, and a good chatter. Also went to the bead shop and dropped £20 on more beads that I totally don't need. They're too pretty to resist, though!

Tuesday, my mum and I met with crafty friends in Queensferry for lunch. Quite a sweet restaurant overlooking the Fourth Rail Bridge, where I had the most garlicky of garlic chicken sandwiches - I dared not breathe near other humans for three days. We had such a lovely day in Edinburgh, though. We went to Harvey Nichols and spent a ton on MAC makeup and Nails Inc. Eeeeh, I love "Honeylust" eyeshadow ... it's such a gorgeous, flattering shade. We then went to Jo Malone and bought the new limited edition fragrance ... Dark Amber & Ginger Lily - it's divine. We also topped up on Tuberose, which is an enduring favourite. Then we went to a restaurant and had a chocolate fondue dessert - vanilla and chocolate hot fondue with warmed brownie pieces, strawberries, marshmallows and warmed Belgian waffles, all dusted with icing sugar and sherbet. Sweet mother Mary, it was heaven on a plate. We headed home after a lovely walk through the Princess Gardens. It was such a sweet day. I'm having a real Edinburgh moment. I think Tom and I might go this weekend to see an exhibition.

The rest of the week was rather mundane. Saw a couple of films and that was about it, really. Just lots of crafting in between.

We did have our "garden" over-turned last Wednesday. A huge massive JCB came and bulldozed over everything, including trees! I do have pictures somewhere, but I shall upload them when we eventually landscape it all and get things looking tiptop. I envisage that taking quite some time because it's rather massive and in quite a state. I'm certainly looking forward to its completion, though, as I'm going to have a Faeries Tea Party for my 30th birthday, and I want a little marquee in the garden, set up with a magnificent throne and mermaids and Ambrosia and unicorns. I also want to have a go at growing my own vegetables and fruit, which obviously isn't as realistic a goal as the Tea Party. I do realise that this is rather ambitious, though, as I am sadly the girl whose watercress wouldn't grow in class when I was six, and whose GRASS wouldn't grow in class when I was seven. I want to at least give it a try. I shall deal with the inevitable failure when the time comes with gracious resignation, no doubt.

So, yes, that's my first weekly life review. Wasn't it thrilling? I wish I was doing more interesting things about which I could update! I must invent some exciting jetset lifestyle. I'll need another name for that - a pseudonym ... perhaps it will be "Valentina Rouge" and I'll wear frisky hats, emerald shoes and pearl leather gloves. Very exciting.

Steph is going to go to bed now though. Adieu.
 
 
♥Steph
17 April 2009 @ 07:52 pm

LiveJournal is turning 10 and we're feeling nostalgic. What was your first LJ post about?


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My first time...

Oh my! Josie gave me a journal thingy! *dances around* Hehe! *knuffles for Josie*

I don't know what I'm doing yet...It's a journal so might be an idea to say what I've done today...Well that will take all of thirty seconds...

Woke up...Went to the doctor to see about my shoulder...he gave me pills...They're so much fun...Make you feel all zippy! Then came home, sat on the sofa, went online and faffed around for a few hours! God, the excitement.

Now I have this to play with! I don't know what to do with it, but I get to make LJ icons! Josie told me all about them...I foresee yet another addiction!

Ok first entry finito...Aww jeez, I said "finito"...need help. :D


Wow, I was so bouncy.

Seven years, eh? Bloody hell.

I love LJ, but it this actually made me a bit sad considering what happened with the whole Josiegate thing. I'm glad despite that though, as I've met some genuinely lovely people here. It's also good to look back through old entries and see how you change over time and also to document things that would otherwise be forgotten. Good old ElJay. <3
 
 
♥Steph
09 April 2009 @ 12:50 am
Life is pretty much hectic with preparations for the upcoming fair season, so I'm working on stock most days and into the nights. Tom's working late shift this week, so it's allowing me lots of time to get on with things. It's quite nice actually, as we wake up, Tom cooks us some breakfast and we have a little time together before he goes out, then I have nearly ten hours to get on with things before he's back and we can enjoy the late evening together.

I've begun a new line of crafts, which is taking up more time than the jewellery at the moment ... hand-painted wooden faerie houses, faeries, faerie clothes, cats and various other fae-inspired shapes. They've really turned out quite well, so I hope they'll be popular. I'll take some photos when they're all done and post them. They do take a lot of doing, though, so I'm hoping they'll be viable. My dad's jig sawing out the shapes for me and mum's often painting the base coats, so I'm doing the detail painting and the majority of the base coats. Mum's working on her shawls and corsages and hats, so we have a whole cottage industry going on. My first event is at the end of May. I still have gallons of things to do, but I'm getting there. Hopefully I can get enough stock to last for three or four shows, which will mean I can rest between them and not get all worked up about things. That's the plan but I doubt it'll run to course!

I've been doing quite a lot recently, but I never get around to updating in here. I'll do another update soon and I'll document briefly some of the happenings, but for now here are a few pictures taken recently, including a couple from when Tom and I went to visit Fernie Castle and a nice wee park in the village a couple of weeks ago.



Up, Up & Away )


I've been taking loads of photos, but there are too many to post at once, so I'll post them in another couple of batches over the next couple of weeks. I've missed posting pictures!

And now ... I sleep.
 
 
I Hear: Goldfrapp - Clowns
 
 
♥Steph
19 March 2009 @ 08:13 pm
I was so sad to hear of Natasha Richardson's death. She was such a beautifully talented actress.

I always wanted to look just like she did in "Widows' Peak".

:(

Natasha Richardson

RIP
 
 
♥Steph
01 March 2009 @ 09:04 pm
So, I went into Lush the other day for shampoo and conditioner and came out with a hunk of "Caca Brun" henna. The sales girl assured me that it's great for the condition of your hair as much as for colour.

Basically, I'm asking my very knowledgeable and wonderful flist if any of you have experience with Henna, in particular Lush henna, and if you have any tips and such for application etc. It seems a rather daunting process.

I'm thinking [info]azhure might have some henna skillz and tips in particular?

<3
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I Feel: stressed
 
 
♥Steph
24 February 2009 @ 01:54 am
I so loved the Oscars this year. I think it's been one of the most entertaining for quite a number of years. Hugh Jackman was an interesting host and, yeah, Bring Back The Musical!

KATE WON.

Kate won! I was so pleased. She looked incomparably beautiful. There were some beautiful dresses and such from a lot of the actresses attending, but when she appeared, close to the last one to arrive, she looked reminiscent of Grace Kelly - she's so seriously in a different league. Aaah ... perfect Kate, I too had a shampoo bottle.

I can't really be bothered to go into detail about much else, but I was sad Mickey Rourke didn't win, but pleased for most of the other winners. Very, very good year for British talent, also.

Before I go though, I really would just love to slap all hale out of Brangelina. WTF is up with them? Seriously, neither of them are so great that they can behave as arrogantly ignorant as they have been doing so at various awards this season. They absolutely need to get a gigantically fruitful reality cheque. What is with Ange and her sour, pained expression ... as though she's too good for attending and it's all such a boring, wretched endurance. If that's the case, fuck off home to your thousand babies and be done with it. Brad ... well, he's a pretty useless actor at the best of times, and has as much depth as an ipod nano's profile, but he's absolutely absurd at the moment. The way they won't speak to any of the reporters on the Red Carpet programs ... they just race off, full of their own importance and won't speak! They either throw out a few monotonous, generic and awkward comments as they're walking away, or ignore people entirely. Rude little bastards! Blargh - off with their heads. They're just infuriating me at the moment ... and I'm seeing that I've gotten myself in to quite a rant ... hehe, I ought to go to bed before I implode.

Before I do, have two loser pictures!





 
 
I Hear: Clowns - Goldfrapp
 
 
♥Steph
22 February 2009 @ 09:23 pm
Ooooooooooh, I'm all a-flutter. Only a couple of hours until the Oscars!

Am mucho excited. I even roped Tom into helping me make my very first Grown Up dish ... Dauphinoise Potatoes. Everyone knows what my culinary skillz are (not), so I was taking a bit of a risk. It turned out beautifully, though, if I say so myself. It was absolutely delicious. *bows to the gloriousness that is Gruyère cheese*. I'll definitely make it again, though perhaps with a two year interim due to the INSANE calorific content - a whole tub of double cream - lordy.

Tom has valiantly agreed to staying up through the night with me to watch the show, so that's nice. Mum always watches it with me, so she's all prepared. Snacks and chilled beverages are sorted ... all going according to schedule.

I might be a sad loser for the last time this year (I'm 30 next year, so I well and truly can't get away with being ridiculous), and put on all my glam-a-ram stuff ... red lips, ploofy dress and high heels I can only wear when sitting. The last Oscar ceremony of my 20s must be marked in some way, even if I look like a prick!

Ok, I feel sick now after too large a serving of potatoes, so must rest before I have my final Botox shot before my acceptance speeches.
 
 
I Hear: Johnny Got A Boom Boom - Imelda May
 
 
♥Steph
20 February 2009 @ 02:09 pm
Argh, I can't get my ipod to show the new playlist I made in itunes. It's on automatic sync. Halp me please with the kind suggestions of how to make bastard playlist work.

Ahthankya <3
 
 
I Hear: The Wrestler - Bruce Springstein
 
 
♥Steph
10 February 2009 @ 12:55 am
It's been a while since I did this, so now is the time.

If any of you have MySpace, Facebook, Goodreads , or whatever , let me know!

Add me if you so please ... Please note that I rarely use some of these things (Twitter being one of them), but it's still nice to see people there.

MySpace
Facebook
Goodreads
Twitter
Flickr
DeviantArt
 
 
♥Steph
04 February 2009 @ 07:35 pm
I've been keeping a document of all the films and books I've watch thus far in my handwritten journal, but I've decided to do it here, too, in the hope that when I update it and link to it periodically people can offer more suggestions, recommendations and comments etc! Makes everything all a little more interactive.

This is a document only, as a review post will be separate, and hopefully coming in the not too distant future.

Book List )

Film List )

 
 
I Feel: productive
 
 
♥Steph
04 February 2009 @ 06:38 pm
Album Cover Meme - stolen from [info]mythosidhe  
Like [info]mythosidhe, I decided to actually make up my cover in Photoshop. It's awfully angsty and emo. I was hoping I'd get something a little more Stevie Nicks-esque :p

Your Album Cover:
A random Wikipedia article is your band name.
The third picture on the first row is your album cover.
The last three words of the third quote is your album name.



In other news, we're snowed in. I fucking hate it.
 
 
I Hear: Lot 61 - Their Own Convictions (natch)
 
 
♥Steph
30 January 2009 @ 05:03 pm
I'm very late with this post again, as I was last year! I made it before February, though, so that must count for something!

Christmas was lovely this year. Very chilled and calm, with a ridiculous amount of presents and delicious food. Mum really made such a gorgeous dinner - her roast potatoes make me weep with gratitude for her, potatoes and goose fat. I made the starter - I went to a deli in Perth and bought some gorgeous Chicken Liver Mousse and different chutneys and handmade oatcakes and served it all with a mini Caesar salad. I was rather impressed with myself, even if everything was pre-made, and I just basically opened packaging and put it [artfully] on the plates. At least I didn't destroy everything as predicted. We finished with traditional Christmas Pudding and brandy sauce, or Chocolate cake with Orkney ice cream and black cherries soaked in Kirsch. Nom nom.

It's about time I documented my Christmas haul, isn't it?

Le Haul )

Here are a few photos, including a mini Zac soap opera to start with.



Clickty for literally millions of pictures )


Over the next few days, we had quite a few visitors popping by, relatives and all that jazz. It was quite a busy time actually. I sort of missed our uber quiet Christmasses, but things change.

So, yeah, next year I'm going to make this post before the New Year begins!
 
 
I Hear: Tori Amos - Amber Waves
 
 
♥Steph
21 January 2009 @ 10:59 pm
So, I just got a trial on LoveFilm.com.

~ Audience Participation ~

Please to be recommending some a m a z i n g films to me! World cinema ... crazy stuff ... anything at all.

*bows*
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I Feel: irate
 
 
♥Steph
12 January 2009 @ 02:17 am
I'm doing better today :) Thanks to everyone who emailed me <3

I've been working on re-launching my graphic doll website, Shimmerland, for the past few nights. I finally uploaded it today. It's quite sweet, and I'm actually going to try to make more dolls this year. Check it out, if you like ... Shimmerland.

I just remembered that I still haven't done my Christmas Haul post, so I'll do that in the next few days.

I'm now off to bed, once I've finished a graphic for my new photography website! I'm being all websitey at the moment - very strange.

I'm having a red wine moment, too. I can't get enough of it! I was almost tipsy the other night, which is a huge deal for me. I haven't been drunk in my life, but I did drink a whole bottle of merlot and three glasses of Port ... so I think I might be more susceptible to alcohol than I used to be. o.O
 
 
I Hear: Clowns - Goldfrapp
 
 
♥Steph
07 January 2009 @ 08:15 pm
Does anyone know of any alternatives to LJBook for backing up your journal?

I so hope LJ keeps the faith.
 
 
♥Steph
31 December 2008 @ 10:52 pm
Another annual occurrence - my New Year's Eve Reflection Post. I'm not quite sure why, but I always seem to be in rather a melancholy mood when I come to do this and this year is no exception, really.

2008 has been a bit of a roller-coaster ride. I've faced a few fears and have definitely had some Tiny Triumphs. There has been a healthy amount of positive happenings to temper the negatives. Sadly not quite enough to keep me properly sane, though.

The beginning of the year was pretty standard. The website was taking off and updates were often. The Show season hadn't started, so all attention was on making stock and updating the site. I also went Ceroc dancing and discovered that I wasn't the secret natural dancer I'd always thought I was. I went back to being a brunette and discovered that I no longer had any interest in torturing my hair. It's now natural and still in recovery.

I've met some lovely people this year ... people I've known from online, as well as making lots of new friends. It's been a good year for social interaction. Sometimes a little too much for my recluse-side, but I've overall enjoyed being around more people. It's definitely helped me to break out of my very super-insulated shell. I wouldn't say I was wild and free and a total maniacal party animal, but I will consent to the odd lunch out here, and a comedy club there etc. I still can't ever see me being a Gigger, or a Pubber, though.

Selling my jewellery and dealing with the public in a retail manner has definitely been challenging, but it's a challenge I've risen to quite well, if I say so myself. I'm now quite capable of actually selling people things they can't really afford (Lord, strike me down), and it's nice when people discover new ways to wear things from my suggestions. It's certainly made me more assertive and less shy. I may still have a quiet little voice and a reserved manner, but I don't feel overwhelmed like I once did. I still can't add up totals and do change, though. Maybe that should be a New Year Idea - learn how to count.

Situations with my relationship with Tom have been precarious, destructive, damaging and stressful. They've taken a toll on my physical and mental health and it's not something I can withstand any longer. Things will change - one way or another. I could not live through another year like this. Literally.

Health wise everything is getting worse. Each year I say this and each year I'm terrified by how much I decline. I wonder what will be next and when the next thing inevitably appears I have no where to store it. I'm pretty much full up on health problems - no more room at the Inn, I'm afraid - can't house another ailment, so pass on by, please. It's been a year of discovery also - I've found out that I'm not, in fact, a Type One Diabetic, but that no one is quite sure what kind of diabetic I am - they're still doing "research". I've also found out that I'm not infertile, but subfertile. I could possibly have children, if I so desired. Of course I'd rather have a jellyfish attached to my eyeball than have kids, but who knew I'd have such options?

My Birthday caused me quite a lot of internal panic. I turned 29. The last year of being officially young. I will be 30 in not many months time. I will be 30. I will be 30. I will be 30. This can not be. I don't know what I'll do when September comes - perhaps I'll just go to my special well in Bulgaria and stay there forever.

You know, I think I'm probably done with the conversational part of this post now ... I'm getting sleepy from drinking too much red wine and the left side of my face is burning. I think it's time for some lists and reviews.

Here's a non-definitive list of books and films I've read and watched this year. I can't actually remember them all, but it covers the majority.

Films (New releases seen at cinema only)

- Twilight - Not impressed. Mega disappointed.
- Inkheart - Average.
- The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - Below Average.
- Mamma Mia - Absolute balls.
- Sweeney Todd: The Barber of Fleet Street - Awesome.
- Indiana Jones & the Kingdom of The Crystal Skull - Pile of crap.
- National Treasure 2 - REFUND PLZ.
- Hancock - More with the crap.
- The Waterhorse - Aww, I really liked this one.
- Spiderwick Chronicles - Average.
- Sex & The City - Was ok - not great, but enjoyable on a very shallow level.
- The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas - Deeply affecting.
- 27 Dresses - Absolute disgrace.
- Penelope - Fabulous! Loved it, adored it.
- Enchanted - Average, but sweet.

Books (pitiful number - let me cover my shame with promises to do better next year, and let me also lower my head in self-disgust at some of the things I've allowed my brain exposure too and consequently annihilated several brain cells in doing so)

- The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas - John Boyne
- Jottings - Liz Smith
- Our Betty - Liz Smith - the wonderful Liz Smith <3
- Love Academy - Belinda Jones - mortal shame.
- Witch Child - Celia Rees
- Shopaholic & Baby - Sophie Kinsella - well below standard.
- Pies & Prejudice - Stuart Maconie - surprisingly humorous and entertaining, as well as accurately and often affectionately observed.
- The Tales of Beedle the Bard - J.K. Rowling - Quite disappointing.
- Solstice Wood - Patricia K. Mckillip - Lent to me by the lovely [info]entwined_in_ivy!
- Wicked Lovely - Melissa Marr - Average.
- The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger - enjoyed this immensely, for the majority of the time.
- Twilight Series (all four books) - Loved this series. Often flawed and quite badly written at times, with many insane tangents and dodgy moments, but I just loved it.
- The Blue Lenses - Daphne Du Maurier - a collection of short stories - eerie and unsettling - Du Maurier at her subtle and incomparable best.

I'm positive I've read a few more books, but I can't recall them. Documentation and cataloguing is a must for 2009.

New Year Ideas - 2008

01. GET MY BASTARD DRIVER'S LICENSE.

Ok, so another year passes and I still don't have my drivers license. I'm not going to make any predictions about this for the coming year in the hope that I might actually learn to drive, rather than just talking incessantly about it.

02. I'd love to try to open my own shop. I've checked out premises, but they're so expensive and that's without rates and such - It's a big step, but I hope I have high enough heels to let me climb!

Well, I'm rather pleased I didn't go ahead and open a shop. I had a place in mind, had made a business plan and sourced/costed everything, then the recession hit a few weeks after I decided to postpone things - quite good luck in that sense. I think I'll eventually open my own place, but not in the current economic climate and not without finding the absolute perfect location.

03. I'd really like to complete a writing project I have brewing. I think it's probably a good time to push for that.

Hmm - this is still something I'd like to do. I just honestly haven't had time this year. My aim is to be more organised with my time in 2009, so that I can juggle my creative pursuits more effectively.


04. READ MORE. I suck with reading these days. I've maybe only read 20 books this year. Disgraceful.

I've definitely read more this year - not as much as I would like, but I'm absolutely enjoying my reading again and it's something I'm going to work on more next year. At least 30 books in 2009! Good Reads should help me document things better. The trick is to remember to update the bloody thing.

05. Try to get away - I haven't been anywhere other than hell (Cumbria) this year.

Well, I managed to avoid Cumbria this year, but I sadly didn't make it anywhere else. Tom and I had a tiny mini-break in November, but it hardly counts as "getting away". My passport ran out in August and I simply must renew it - I will implode if I don't leave British soil for at least four days during some point in 2009. I'd also like to go to London on a mini-break to see Kerry Ellis in "Wicked". I really hope I can make it down there soon enough to see her before her run ends.

06. Continue drawing and painting and photograph-taking.

I actually have made progress with this NYI - I really do enjoy painting and drawing. I'm even signing up for a Watercolour course to start in January (hope there will be space left). I want to learn the techniques more. Photography has been a little slower, but I definitely seem to be more friendly with my camera, so I'd say this was a successfully realised idea.

07. Do more fun things.

Eh, this is a bit of a weird one. I have done more fun things, but there has usually been some kind of backlash to them, which has made me wish I hadn't bothered. However, I still aim to have a bit more fun - not sure how, but I'll think of something.

08. Stress less and go fucking ice skating.

Sadly Epic Fail to both of these. -.-

My new Idea's for 2009

1. Continue to expand the Stepharia brand! That's a rather large umbrella, but it's best to keep these things general.

2. Update my Journals and diaries more often. Document things as they happen rather than procrastinating my time away online reading silly communities. Talk about what I've done!

3. Get out of the country for a while - a proper holiday.

4. READ AT LEAST 30 BOOKS.

5. At least begin my writing project. I just need a plot ...

6. Continue with creative hobbies.

7. Be more organised this year - in all aspects of my life - assert my Virgoan tendencies.

8. Lose loads of weight and become incredibly physically, physically, physically fit.

9. Document all books and films watched.

10. Don't go ice skating.



I made my annual dollie, too!

Happy Hogmanay!

 
 
I Hear: A&E - Goldfrapp
 
 
♥Steph
04 December 2008 @ 04:41 pm
Taking after [info]emma2403!  
Show me some love - Gimme gifts! The more unusual the better ;)



Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com



 
 
I Hear: Drops of Jupiter - Train
 
 
♥Steph
28 November 2008 @ 04:54 pm
I just watched The Notebook, after having it recorded for months.  It was very sweet and I now have another blonde man added to my list of People Whom I So Would. Sawyer has a friend in his category.  

I love the look of the film - the locations and clothes etc.  The acting was dodgy in places, but I expected that.  I don't usually like overly sentimental films, but I guess the mood I'm in today made me more forgiving.

It wasn't brilliant, but I think it's one of those perfect rainy afternoon films, where you wrap up in a blanket and drink Hot Chocolate.

I watched Penelope again last weekend when [info]entwined_in_ivy  visited for the day.  It's such a sweet film - and I haven't stopped wearing my green shoes since I saw it! 

Ok, I'm off to search for Stephen Fry video's on You Tube.

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♥Steph
28 November 2008 @ 12:08 am
It's so unfair that the UK release of Twilight isn't until the 19th of December. I'm raging. Get the fucking film over here already.  I wish film companies would release films at the same bloody time across the world.

I love the Twilight series, even if Breaking Dawn was crazy.

I love Edward and Jacob incredibly - I'm so torn.

I'm too old to be squeeing over films and books. The shame of it. 

Edward ....

Jacob .....

Edwardddddddd .... Jacobbbbb .... Argh.

I must make icons.

 
 
I Hear: Goldfrapp - A&E (it's all I listen to lately.)
 
 
♥Steph
18 November 2008 @ 09:40 pm
I changed my journal layout yet again. I had a day to myself and just decided to waste it completely, heh.

I've carried that theme on with a survey.

Have You Ever

Have You Ever: Nature
Danced in the rain?: Haha, yes *shame*
Climbed a tree?: Yes, indeed.
Fallen out of a tree?: Not a full fall - more of a slow and scrapey slide.
Built a fort outside?: Yes.
Slept under the stars?: Well, not for a long period of time, but I have dozed under the stars.
Had a wild animal eat out of your hand?: Yas.
Caught a wild animal?: Not intentionally - I have captured a butterfly, then felt evil and i still live with the guilt. I have rescued a grounded bat before.
Skinny dipped?: NO!
Grown vegetables?: Lol - I couldn't even grow grass when I was a kid, let alone grow something edible! I CAN grow mould on things.
Eaten those vegetables?: N/A
Collected leaves?: Oh yes - I always pick a leaf as reminders of nice places/moments and then I stick them into my written journal.
Picked wild flowers?: There are fewer more pleasant things to do.
Picked flowers in someone else's yard?: When I was little, most likely.
Eaten those red berries that are supposedly poisonous?: No - beacuse I don't like to take risks or chances with poison - call me overly cautious and all.
Eaten wild mushrooms?: No.
Killed insects with a magnifying glass?: No.
Stomped on insects?: Yes.
Gone outside during a thunderstorm?: Yes! It's not advisable, but it's wonderful.
Stood underneath a tree during a tornado warning?: No.
Been to Mexico?: No.
Been to Canada?: No.
Been to Europe?: Yes.
Relationships:: -
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes.
Been cheated on?: No.
Cheated?: Not really.
Been broken up with?: No.
Broken up with someone?: Yes.
Been kissed?: Yes.
Been kissed in the rain?: Yes.
Held hands?: *nods*
Made love?: How embarrassing - yes.
Had a lover die?: -
Remained friends with an ex?: Yes and no.
Plotted revenge upon an ex?: No.
Had a best friend?: Yes - a couple.
Lost a best friend?: Yes - a couple.
Betrayed a friend?: No - never a thing I would do.
Been betrayed?: Yes - by someone I really thought was better than that. Karma's a bitch, though, I've heard.
Food:: Yay!
Been a vegetarian?: Yes, for a very short while.
Eaten food off of the floor?: Ew, no.
Not eaten in over a day?: Yes.
Had an eating disorder?: Yes.
Consumed an entire pot of coffee in one sitting?: No.
Consumed so much caffiene that you shook?: Yes.
Randomness:: My friend.
Made a prank phone call?: Yes.
Been the victim of a prank phone call?: No.
Written a letter?: christ, yes - what a survey.
Talked on the phone for over three hours?: Yeah - my record is eleven hours.
Tormented barbies?: Yes - I was a strange child, thus tormenting Barbies is rather standard.
Pretended to be adopted?: Lol, yes, and been throughly convinced myself.
Dreamed you were dying?: Yes.
Believed you were dying?: Yes ...
Tripped over yourself?: Hehe, constantly - balance, my friend, where art thou?
Smoked a cigarette?: Yes :|
Done any illegal drugs?: No.
Taken prescription pills without a prescription?: *nods*
Taken prescription pills with a prescription?: *nods*
Consumed alcohol?: Yes.
Been drunk?: No - not able to - some weird blood sugar thing.
Passed out?: Yes - not a pleasant experience.
Belched in public?: Um ... not obviously.
School:
Had a detention?: No.
Been suspended?: No.
Been expelled?: No.
Had feelings for a teacher?: NO!
Been harassed by a teacher?: Well, my PE teachers were a pair of big time bitches, and the Home Ec/Sewing cronies were evil.
Sworn at a teacher?: Only inside my head.
Damaged school property?: Yes, lol - I broke a door.
Been homeschooled?: Yes.
Cheated on a test?: No.
Failed a class?: Yes - PE!
Gotten a 4.0?: Um?
Skipped school?: Yes.
Thrown up at school?: Yes - 7 times at once and had to be re-hydrated.
Done something illegal on school property?: Yes. A few times. Not telling, though!
Emotions:
Been in love?: Yes.
Been heartbroken?: No.
Been depressed?: Yes - duh.
Been suicidal?: Yes.
Attempted suicide?: Yes.
Engaged in self-harm?: Yes.
Taken anti-depressants?: Yes.
Been so happy you believed you could fly?: Never.
Life. and such::
Became friends with someone you met online?: Yes - lots of people!
Met that someone in person?: Yep.
Snuck out of the house?: Yes.
Gotten arrested?: No.
Been in jail?: No.
Written a story?: Yes, many.
Written a poem?: Yep.
Written a will?: Yes - when I was eight.
Played an instrument?: i have, and very badly, too.
Played that instrument in public?: No - I'm not that inhuman.
Sang in the shower?: Of course.
Been stalked?: No.
Stalked someone?: KEANU IN MY DREAMS EVERY NIGHT RARR.
Learned a second language?: Attempted, but failed miserably.
Created your own language?: Yes.
Lied to your parents?: *nods sadly*
Cried in public?: Yes.
Displayed affection in public?: NO - how ridiculous.
Made a complete fool of yourself and not cared?: Yes. Vegas.
Read the dictionary?: Yes, often.

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